I can't throw up.
I want to.
I wish I could.
I tried to for a long time, both after yesterday and today's binges.
I'll tickle that uvila thing with one or two fingers, sometimes three, but I'll cough a little but never throw up. I'm SO jealous of girls who can eat whatever they want and then can throw up their mistakes. Yes, so apparently purging only gets rid of 50% of the calories, but that's a lot better than going to sleep knowing that you've got all this disgusting food inside of you.
I would love tips, if anybody ever stops by this blog. Please help me. I literally can't throw up no matter how much I try.
I envy anyone who can self-induce vomiting.
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