Probably had the biggest binge in the world today. Some weeks I'm perfectly fine and other weeks it's like bingebingebinge.
I am coming into realization that maybe I should just be asexual ;) I'm too fat and ugly for any boy to like me anyways. And I can't seem to get myself to like women, who are the only species who find me attractive.
Really really need Ana-buddies. Really bad. Any motivation would be wonderful. I'm falling into depression and I think it's causing even more binge-eating, which causes more depression, it's a vicious cycle....
Done being a fatass. If I don't starve myself tomorrow, I'm gonna fucking cut or something. I hate myself so much. I envy you all who can purge.
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